bete wooooy gue ah

hari ini saya bete.
semua hal membuat saya bete.
saya gak suka
karena kalo saya bete ujung2nya adalah saya :
MARAH-MARAH
marahin semua orang. zz

tomorrow is lebaran day

a month of Ramadhan passed by, i lost the feeling, it's the worst ramadhan i've ever had. everything's gonna be so laaaazy :(
i haven't done something special in this holy, but it's went to the end.
tomorrow, is Lebaran day. the top part from fasting a month.
Alhamdulillah, just wanna say thank to God that still give me a chance to feel Idul Fitri this year. I hope i can met Ramadhan again next year, hopefully, with my family of course, amin, without lost someone.








this afternoon my family and i went to department store to buy clothes to be wore for tomorrow. and after arrounding all part of the mall, i found nothing -.- but i felt tired. damm. hha.
and my sister have bought her own. and everything's been PINK. oh GOSH! hahahah

♥

YEAH. i'm on a LEBARAN holiday.
everything's happened, I'll tell you later because now I'm in a lazy mood to share~
holiday = lazy. yeah it happened to me hehee

AND NOW, I MISS KAMBIIING SO MUCH! ♥ hiks. :((

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God, did you know how happy i am yesterday? Yeah, i know you must be know :)
thanks God, you give me time to spend together with him :))))))

but i was so resentful when had to wait him pick me up in Mekar Wangi. ooooh didn't he know i hate waiting so much? :l
but after that, everything's gonna be fun. hitchhiking his bebek travel around Bandung. went to palasari to buy a book (i spent almost 100rb rupiahs, i lost my ability bargaining for that book), then to BEC (again and again i visit this place haha. accompany him looking for DVD room but finally he didn't buy that haha he just put antigores in his henfonn). next we looked for a place to taking a picture, but time's up, it almost Magrib. then we searched a place to broke up our fasting. but i was astonished cause he rode me to went around till pass his house.
hahahaha he showed me galih's house, and of course his house too. he went to his house for a minute to took a jacket for me because i didn't bring mine.
then we goooooooo, to Bakso Panghegar. a portion of yamin consisted of 2 bowls. a bowl for the noodle and a bowl for the meatball. and stupidly, i ordered es teler. so i've to finish eat 3 bowls. you can imagine how overly full i was. but i admit, Bakso Panghegar is well recommended, the taste was delicious.
after that, it's going night, confused of where we had to take a pict, we went to jatinangor. on the way we thought of it, hmm feeling it would not be. and right, after came to my dormitory we had never taken picture even one. hahahaha
but i just that all enough to make me happy and always remember yesterday :)
I LOVE YOU FULL BOY. heu.
and after he went home, i finished make a poem of him. it's my first time make a poem in English. but i don't even know about the grammar and spelling is that wrong or right he he. but I'm sure he will know the mean when he read it. hopefully~

o o o o o

A happiness's always shown every time i meet you
Growing much love which become deepest in every second
Realize me that I've gotten so much worth of you
I do enjoy our togetherness
Although not everyday we could meet
Never i thought i bored of you
So long as your smile hanging in my wall
You'll never be forgotten
And i always pray to God
Hoping you to be the best for me boy..

Rushing me to think unclearly
Act as I'm the luckiest girl who found out you
Maybe I'm dreaming of this
And i don't wanna be woken up, cause I...
Don't want to lose you in reality
Honestly i feel so fall in love with you
A thankful is always i told for your sacrifices
Never thought to replace you with other

o o o o o

GOD, THANKS A LOT.
GIGI, once again, THANKS A LOT TOO :)

09 09 09

Hei Mabloooooooo,
gila yah udah berapa lama aku tidak selingkuh denganmu hha :D
untung aja ada waktu kosong kuliah, jadi gue bisa deeeeeh nyolong2 ol (padahal biasanya juga ol, tapi ngefbe mulu sih haha).

I’m so exhausted, hha (it’s so LEBAY) I’ve just been washing my clothes that never be washed for 2 days ago. (Hiyaaaaa, why my post now is written in English?) Okey, as a English Department Student, I’ll be used to using English everytime and everywhere hha how literate university student I am.

Firstly, I just wanna tell you guys about what happened yesterdays:

1. When I came home last Friday, I think I don’t want to get there anymooooore. Why? Because I think I just become a servant in my home. Hiks, they don’t have a heart to their wandered daughter. I’m asked to washing and ironing clothes from 4 person that worn in a week. Haha.

2. I got 2S, surprised and sad, when Nicko said something changing from me. GOSH! Am I? Have I changed? Is someone never feeling that she’s in a way of changing? I think I’m not. But why he thinks like that, and I don’t want to be change. I’m just I’m.

3. I haven’t done introduction to prose’s assignment. God, please, I can’t understand what it tells me about. And I got pain when I read a full page written in ENGLISH.

4. I want to thank GOD that I still keep my heart for my beloved man. 8 months drawn and I never feel bored of him even a second.

5. Even it’s Ramadhan, I’m not feeling this Ramadhan is not the same with Ramadhan last year. Here I can’t finish to read my Holy Quran till end. I also got lazy to do Taraweh every night. Astagfirulloh, I’m not using this chance to reach the key to get to the heaven. :(

6. I want my study keep going on with success. Don’t give me a laziness GOD please. I wanna be clever although I know it’ll be so HARD. Haha. God, please keep my spirit. Next year will be my show time to get a better future (but my father don’t think so) haha.

7. Dizzy’s rounding my mind when I try to write it down all in English. But, still, I’ve to try, don’t I? :D

8. I'm astonished why in Ramadhan my weight's not falling down haha. (apalah bahasa inggrisnya) huaaaaa :(((((


Secondly, and I think it’s the last hha, thanks for reading my blog in English. Hope you all not getting a headache when read it. ;) Sorry for wrong grammar (hhhhh, I hate it). I’ll keep trying writing everything in English. Wish me not getting dizzy anymore hahaha.

jum'at

ya, hari ini hari Jumat, lalu kenapa? hari ini gue mau pulang. hiks. jangan sedih ya gigi, hha. aaaah sial sekali, kemarin ternyata gigi kirim sms tapi ke nomor XL yg gak lagi gue aktifin. yaaah gajadi deh ketemu lagi. sayang banget sebenernya, pengen lah gue dijenguk hihi apalagi kemaren emang lagi parah-parahnya gue sakit. tapi gak papa lah, masih banyak waktu lain insyaoloh jadi dooooong yg tanggal 17 ntar hha.

then, gue pengennya langsung pulang abis ngampus, eh ternyata lina ngajak bareng. yaudah deeeeh gakpapa, biar gue ada temennya hehe tar ada yg nolongin seenggaknya kalo gue kenapa-kenapa hehe. jam setengah 5 palingan yah berangkatnya. yaudah gakpapa lah, sampe jakarta pasti belom malem2 banget.

dan gue sebenernya maleeees banget kuliah hari ini :( palingan gak ada dosen lagi. boseeeeen gue luntang-lantang di kampus. hha ah tapi paling entar edan-edanan lagi sama temen-temen sasing kelas C. hhe :D
seneng lah udah bisa hafal nama temen2 gue, hehe, suka malu sebenrnya mereka tau nama gue tapi gue lupa nama mereka hihi.
seneng juga gue tiap ari kayaknya ngebawa temen ke asrama, hha. rame lah rameeeee~

tapiiiiiii, mulut gue sangat pahit rasanya :( aduh malesin bangeeeeet ah ga nafsu makan gini gue.

shout it!

"tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamuuuu~"

hehe hari ini pertama kalinya gue demam di jatinangor. haha pengen nunjukkin kalo bisa kuat tapi lemeeeees gini haha. hm, pengen pulang mama :((
disini juga enak sih masi ada Cindy, tapi katanya ntar dia mau pulang. terus gue ama siapaaa? ah mau ikutan pulang juga pokonya! yaaah berarti gue gaikut bubar PMBM yaudah lah gakpapa, dari pada gue tepar ntar hha.

tunggu aku pulang (lagi) yaaa my home sweet home :)

ohiya, kemarin gue udah ketemuuuuu lo sama gigi. seneng banget rasanya :D and i couldn't explain how happy i'm~ yang kemaren2nya gue nangis2 wkwkwk (kebongkar deh) semua jadi terasa beda lah. hha, yg penting akhirnya mah ketemu. walaupun ya begitu kondisinya. aku masih gendut bebey :l hahahaha.

pokoknya kemarin bakal jadi everlasting memory daaaaah :D gigi udah gue kenalin ke cindy, lina, ahong haha. ya ya, kita liat ya ntar janjinya.. kalo ada apa2 calling aja, hha ah tapi gue kan ga enakan orangnya. gamauuu ngerepotin. kayak sekarang gini, actually i need him beside me hha (geleuh) tapi gak ah. tar dia nyangkanya gue sakit gara2 dia dateng kesini haha. enggaaaaaaak. eh gak tau juga, mungkin sih ya gara2 keluar nganter lina gapake jaket padahal udah malem dan dingin bangeeeeeeeeet heheu :ll
oia masa kamu disebut jadi selingkuhan aku, Mablooooo. hha aneh ya dia.

udah lah, jangan ngeluh trus YASS, ayo ah pokoknya harus sembuh! rajin makan dan minum air putih, okay dan minum obat. hha
oia gue butuh jeruuuuuk, tapi males keluarnya aaaaah :l

kuliah pertama

cape, padahal ga ngapa-ngapain, ga ada dosen pula. 2 matkul. sialan. hahahah~
huff, gimana besok yah. masa iya kayak gini lagi. hah, campus is so different with high schooooool oh GOSH ! x(