promise

soon I'll update about my experience when had a short trip to Jogjakarta. I have to back home to Jakarta first to find my bluetooth device to input ever photo I had in my handphone :)

it's like many friends of mine loving Korean now. Ah, it's out of my mind when saw my friend Hadi & Isnan love SUJU & SNSD hahahahaha it's crazy when we're all imitating the dance :P LOL so childish and girlish but we love and laugh at ourselves HAHAHAHAH

titik

hmm it has been a long time since I left you, Mablo :(

I think something was wrong with myself.

. . .

My 1st dreams on my 100-dream-lists came true!

Ah, could you imagine? I’ve just finished that things :o yesterday night. Then, today I saw my UTUL test result :

And, you have to see this one too!

That's my 100-dream-lists that I made to encourage myself. I thought it just a writing in a piece of paper and I was pessimist, will those all reveal in a real world. Because what I wrote is something that HARDLY possible for me. But because the 1st of my list is now come true, I am eager to make ALL happen! :)

Ah, it seems hard. But, we have to try.. We all absolutely have a dream, and our dream will lead us to reach it till we hold it become OURS! Don't ever feel afraid to dreaming. Whatever dreams you have, just pick it and write in your Dream Lists, as I did. It's all out of my expectation, because at first I'm not so serious writing my dreams on that paper.

I have read "Sang Pemimpi" or in English version entitled The Dreamer, in one part, there is a chapter entitled "Tuhan tahu, tapi menunggu" (God knows, but he's waiting), the meaning is so deep and I got it. Now, my prayer is answered. No more regret of everything I did in my struggle when I was in the 3rd grade of High School. Everything will be beautiful in an exact time. Just wait, everything we did that won't be in vain. Keep struggling to the struggler!

On December 2009, I still remember when I visited Jogja and met my boys :P Nicko and Prima. They brought me rounding the Gadjah Mada University. Then we took pictures. Ah, I still remember when I said I was craving too to join with them in that University. Now, God is answering my words :) AAAAAH still can't stop to thank God. I realize it's a BIG BIG BIG miracle hahahahah (LEBAY). I can't sleep whole night because of this excitement. I love you all who had supported me. Family and bestfriends, ah love youuuuu. Still can't stop smiling :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

with Nicko

Gadjah Mada University

the boys, Nicko and Prima

Now, I have to study farther than usual. Will come back home rarely, ready or not. Yogyakarta, I hope we can enjoy living there. Wait for my next post yaaaa!

*P.S. : I've finished watching You're Beautiful :P ah, you have to watch this too buddies! great film with a great act. ♥JGS.

ngelantur ngawur,

hem what happened with me now? here is some updates that can I give :

♥ i'm not in a good mood to write like usual hahahaha some curiosities make me crazy. and it's about JINKI a.k.a. Onew SHINee hahahaha this week people are like feeding me with all those Korean things. especially Hello Baby and You're Beautiful.

♥ HOW CAN HELLO BABY can over so fast? ah~ will miss what SHINee do to grow YooGeun up :(

♥ I still can't finish You're Beautiful. The episodes were too much haha but I loved to see this one. Sometimes I laughed but sometimes I cried too because see that triangle love.

♥ I haven't seen English movie again. HAHAHA hey I realized that I'm studying English now, but why must I got crazy with those Korean? LOL

♥ craving to have DSLR camera :(

♥ My room in the dorm was messed up. The lamp can't work so we use the minimum power of the lamp :( it made our room dark. and it's still happen till NOW! I and Cindy have to wait Cindy's father who will come this Saturday to fix that.

♥ I still don't feel satisfied with the Mid Test result, include the score. awww! Why this semester became so hard and heavy like this?

♥ I am very sorry to all people who was born on April and I can't say 'Happy Birtday' to you all one by one via Facebook. Ah, now I never use Facebook again, just open it rarely :( I do apologize and here I'd like to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL who was born on April" This month is so unforgettable. Hope you all have a blaze life :)

♥ watching Onew day by day. He become more handsome and my love become deeper to him (AHAHA no, actually I realize that he's just my idol furthermore I can't meet him indeed)

♥ . . . . . . . . missing things. what was that?

♥ Now, I am easy to start crying -______- More sensitive of a guilty feeling.

♥ I miss having someone who can care for me. Yearning that moment so much :(

♥ I'd like to write my 100 dreams and find how to create that dreams to come true (insyaallah, i intend of it :P can't promise hahaha because I got lazy easily)

♥ I'd like to finish this list hahahaha how can be so long like this. I want to continue the next episode of You're Beautiful hahaha I amaze Jang Geun Seuk, his act was so so so so so so amazin :o hmm although his hair was so so so errrrrrr~

♥ last, say goodbye to you who read my blog. next time I'll share something useful haha not a junk post like this. hmm, if Kim Oppa read this, i'd love say a big thanks because you always follow my updates :) Jeongmal Kamsahamnida ♥

One Year Later - Onew ft. Jessica

hanchameul ggumeul ggun geot gata

handongan hemaego hemaeta

machi yaksogirado handeut

naekyejeoreul keoseulleo keu nacheoreom

maju seoineun uri

keu ddae uriga sseonaeryeogadeon areumdaweodeon iyagi

keu ddae uriga gidohaesseodeon yeonwon hajadeon yaksokdeul

hanashik ddeollda nauigaseumi

keyondaji mothalgeol algie

nesaenkage ggukgguk chamasseo

neoui il nyeoneun ddo eoddaesseoni

hanchameul ijeun chae saraji

handongan kawaenchanh deut haesseo

hajiman shigani heureumyeon ggaedara gago isseo

neo obshineun an dwoedaneun geol

keu ddae uriga aju jogeumman eoreunseuwodeoramyeon

keu ddae uriga micheo molladeon jigeumeul aradeoramyeon

ggeuchi obneun huhwoeman dwoe nwoeidaga igyeonael jashini obseoseo

keu got majeo ggukgguk chamasseo

keureohge il nyeoni heullawasseo

hokshi neodo nae mam gateulgga

dashi han beonman gihwoereul jugeni

ijen ara jeoldaero urineun heeojil su obseo

saranghago ddo saranghaneun hansaram

uri johadeon cheoeum keu ddaero dashi toragasseumyeon hae

areumdawogo haengbokhaesseodeon sarangieodeon naldeulro

gaseum apeun yaegideul heotdwoen datumdeul

ijen modu damudeo dugo

dashin ggeonaeji malgiro hae

kyejeori ddo heullo myeotnyeoni jinado

oneul gadeun mamman dashin obge

this song always makes my heart chilling :)

the music instrument can touch my heart.

♥ Onew oppa xoxo

If I Fell - The Beatles

If I fell in love with you

could you promise to be true

And help me understand

'Cause I've been in love before

And I've found that love is more

That just holding hands

If I gave my heart to you

I must be sure from the very start

that you would love me more than her

If I trust in you, oh please

don't run and hide,

if I love you too, oh please

don't hurt my pride like her

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain

And I would be sad

If our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I

would love to love you

And that see will cry

when she learns we are two

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain

And I would be sad

If our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I

would love to love you

And that see will cry

when she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you

* no reason for me wrote this song lyrics, just because the song was great and easy listening *

quite long holiday

April 2, 2010 --> went to the fantasy island

to have fun with my whole family :)

photos can be seen through this link.

i was very happy because I can challenge my fear

by trying all the challenges.

me ♥ you all

(father . mother . dhien . puput . zaki . dina . AJ)

because it also the present for my birthday that held in the next day.

Hello Baby

heyooooo :) I’d like to make a comment after saw the Hello Baby episode 8 and 9. Since I don’t want to spam everyone’s timeline in Twitter, I love to write it in my own page. Yoogeun loves to play tunnel, but shamefully he butt the Jjong’s “D” oh my God I can’t stop laughing when saw that session LOL. Actually I wanna share the picture of that scene haha but it’s not proper to be displayed. Then, they did some games, after that he ate the chicken which they become the icon of that product, Mexicana. After that each person had to write and confess who’s the bad and the worst dad for YooGeun. According to them, though there’re some dishonest choice hahahah the worst dad was Taemin and the best was Key and Jjong. Oh, poor Taemin, maybe everyone thought the worst dad, but I think it’s all because Taemin was the youngest, but I saw a big attention from Taemin to YooGeun, but YooGeun always ignore him :(

It’s good seeing all the SHINee eager to teach YooGeun manner, but unfortunately it’s hard for them make Yoogeun said “I’m sorry” he just give the appas MERONG hahaha :)) but it’s cute, and surely YooGeun always acts cute.

*______* aaaa so cute you YOOGEUN!

He did a moo dance haha AIGO! I guarantee you all he’s really cute doing that body shake :D Then, Onew taught him about numbers. Ah, we see a changing from Onew after YooGeun have some attentions to him. He can get closer to the baby now and proud YooGoun call his name often.

Onew's face expression that made me laugh loudly

After that, they go to the center of shopping to buy YooGeun clothes. Ah, in this time, I saw the new Key’s hairstyle. Amazing, how cool he is with that style. I think it’s better than his previous hair style.

BEFORE :

AFTER :

In that episode, there was a piece of the scene when SHINee visited Japan. Aw, guessing when whill SHINee visited Indonesia???????? Please bring them to Indonesia :( But but but, though he’ll visit Indonesia someday, I surely find hard to buy the tix, how much it will be cost? Hiks :((((( That’ll be expensive, but everyone who loves SHINee think with saving their money they can afford to buy the tix haha but I’ll be hard for me because I often waste money and not easy to save my money :))

Can’t wait to see the 10^th episode that Achiew will bring tomorrow. Kkkkkk ;)