overstressed

Some causes that made me overstressed recently are:

1. /I DO WANNA VISIT JATINANGOR! :( I made a vow to go there before I really go to Jogja. Actually I still have some things to be done… First, the most important thing, I wanna met Mr. Bima to have my raport card signed by him. Second, I wanna meet my friends. I can’t mention who I want to meet the most because I have equal importance in meeting them kkkk~ especially Marsya omo I want to ask for some videos about Korean things & the movies that are gotten from Rona hahaha and maybe I’ll give mine (actually it’s not mine too, it’s Hana’s mostly LOL). Third, I am about to change my DVD to the DVD shop because the film is not running properly, and also buy some to accompany me in Jogja, I’ve run out of stock now!

2. I CAN’T USE THIS INTERNET CONNECTION PROPERLY! Really, it made me stressed out! How can I enjoy my surfing if the speed of the connection is just 115 Kbps :( I also have to choose a good time to enjoy the internet because it often lacks suddenly and the connection becomes so slow! I even never ever success to download a video from Youtube and 4shared, and also failed in streaming. I need my own connection that can be used so fast! Can download many videos in blinked eyes. I maybe will be very very happy! Hahaha download many SHINee’s videos and also all about Architecture. I haven’t finished downloading all videos of howtoarchitect by Doug Patt. I think his channel is very useful for the beginner architect, like me hahahaha.

3. IT’S FREAK WHEN I’M GETTING BIGGER DAY BY DAY! It’s so sad when a person you like mentioned you that you’re getting fatter :((((((( Ah, as for woman it’s very sensitive to talk about weight. It offends me honestly hahahaha. Now, let’s show them that in the month of Ramadhan we can easily become slim :)) (actually I want to laugh at this too, was it typo? Hahaha) I’ll show my best insyaAllah, doing some exercise (if not lazy) & keep on a healthy diet like fasting in Monday & Thursday hehe. Wish me luck on this!

Hahaha all, please pray for me so I can get off of my stress. Lalalalalala~~

WHAT A DAY! thank you, Hana...

I’m happy because I now can enjoy videos about my SHINee and another Kpop thing. Thankyou Hanaaaaaaaaa ♥ because of you I get back all videos that lost suddenly from my laptop. I haven’t told you about my lost right? I lost my videos, all of them! K-Pop video things, variety shows, movies, my private videos, all gone suddenly. Sad at a moment, but I know I’ll get it back whatever the ways. So, I think I should meet some Shawols (hahaha they are my friends of course) to ask videos to them. I know I won’t get back all the videos I’d had before, but I know today Hana gave me a lot! Jeongmal gomawoyo, chingu kkkk~ :D Now I can watch my favorite, Hello Baby, and other variety shows that made my laugh a lot. Those boys are really crazy LOL. I’ll watch it again, without feeling bored kkk~

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Hi Mablo, how I miss you so much! :(( I don’t know why but it seems strange if I feel quite lonely here. These days, I was feeling so fragile. Was it because I watch the Cinderella’s Sister too frequently? That Korean Drama film touched me deeply. So easy to start crying if I saw Hyeo Seon’s crying. At first, the character of Eun Jo is so displeased. I hate her coldness! Maybe I can’t stand in that condition, choose to leave her, and don’t wanna know her anymore. She’s so…. ah! Though her life is so pitiful but with her cold-arrogant I can’t have any reason to like her. Hahaha it’s funny when I know that I just saw a drama, but I can instantly fall to the story. If they cried I began to cry too. Ah! What a great acting they had. I hadn’t finished seeing this drama, omo 20 episodes! When I started to see one episode, I was urged to see another continuous episode.

I need to go to Nangor to buy another stock of DVDs, and hmmm maybe collected what I’ve bought from my friends who borrowed it. I need money. That’s what the most important thing now. I have to spend enough money if I want to go to Nangor, and buy some DVDs and maybe spend some to gathering with my friends there. But in the other side, I really want to buy SHINee’s 2^nd Album: Lucifer. However, what made me consider buying their new album is because the concept of their new style that is so different from SHINee I know. Maybe I’ll regret if the album I’ll buy will be so much disappointing, nevertheless I vowed to buy their new album if it had released. AIGOOOO! I’m just to much considering ._.

I just think about my progress in mastering English. Is that just this much? After I had a conversation with my friend in English, I know I had to add some vocabularies to my brain. Will it be hard? It will. Since I’m the one who is not easy to remember one thing, even a word. And my grammar too. After I re-read my writings in this blog, suddenly I found few mistake in my sentences. I did it wrong because it just came up suddenly from my brain and I guessed it’s been right then without reconsidered to look my words again. But the most important thing is try to add more vocabularies to be memorized well! I wish I can~

Hmm, what should I add more? Just now I remembered, but then I forgot again what I wanted to type down in here. Okay, I think if I’ve remembered it, I must write it down anywhere rashly. Now, I think it’s enough hehehe see you on my next post!

Btw, saengil chukkahae Taeminnie :) I LOVE YOU (more than you love me?)! HAHAHA. *KISSKISS* --> I SHOULD POST IT YESTERDAY (7/18).

AISH!

HAH! MY SONGS HAD NOT BEEN SOLD TILL NOW…

I NEED MONYEEEEEEEE PLEASEEEEE!

REALLY WANNA BUY A DSLR CAMERA! AND A LOT OF EVERYDAY NEEDS.

I FEEL ASHAME IF I ASK FOR MONEY CONTINUESLY TO MY PARENTS.

I DON’T WANNA CAUSE SO MANY TROUBLES FOR THEM. HUHUHU I OWE THEM SO MUCH FOR EVERY THING I WANT THAT MUST BE FULFILLED ALSO AT THAT TIME I ASK FOR! :( HOW SELFISH I AM. HENCE, I WANT TO MAKE MY OWN OUTCOMING MONEY.

spending holiday? this is my own way..

Some alternative ways spending your holiday without spend much money (as I experienced in it LOL):

1. Having Movie Marathon at home by borrowing the DVDs from your friends.

2. Sleeping well! Here’s the time to rest your body whole day. Kkk~

3. Hanging out in your friend’s home. It’s good to have pajamas party, chatting, playing games & gossiping with friends will be very good.

4. Getting a Museum Trip around your town. Make sure you search it first, because there’re many museums that you can enter without paying the entrance ticket. For example, there are Bank Mandiri Museum and Bank Indonesia Museum located in Kota, Jakarta. No wonder! Inside, the interior & the collections are top! Hehehe it’s a good location to take pictures :)

5. Finishing any kind of games.

6. Trying to get your parent’s heart by doing the entire of household tasks, it will make your way easier if you wanna ask money. But ah, it’s cheat & can’t be used by everyone. Mianhae :(

Haha maybe I just have that 6 tricks, I’ll get the rest later (if I’ve remembered of course hahaha). Faking short temporary memories! LOL.

shame.

As I’m curious, I just wanted to know this: Do you treat others in the same way as you treat me? I’m looking for knowing my true feeling that driving me goes crazy all day. What kinda feeling I have to YOU? Hahaha. Why I can just fall (again) too quickly over someone who treat me nice. Ah! It’s maybe not nice at all, I often get angry because of his behavior, but then I don’t know I can’t stop thinking what’s that people doing at that time. My mind goes to be addlebrained.

Does he still have his sixth-sense? Hahaha. I don’t know, but if he has, maybe he’ll know even better than me :))

No, I know it’s rather impossible to make you turn from my BF to my BF. Should I just stuck in here & doing my habit as usual to encourage you, to hear what you wanna tell, and to be defeated by you… What a risk! It’s dangerous to write it down all in you, Mablo. How if people read this and think plus guess who I’m talking about? Seriously, no one should know this… even the person itself, and my friends. Mianhae :(

Tell me what kinda feeling I have if I feel like this to you?

NB: Whoever, after you read this please I beg you to erase whatever you know about this story! Hahaha. What a shame! =*____*=

D O N E :P

YAP. It’s all done! I’ve posted so many things here due tu my absence for weeks didn’t visit you baby! Have a good day to everyone! I do love you who are still read my blog. Kkk~ it’s galau time. I hope for a BF now, but God hasn’t answered my hope :p many people said if you’re hoping it won’t come, let it flow someday will be someone for you. Yeah. Wait longer and be patient to get the best. But without someone I’m feeling lonely hahahaha no one to take care about, no one that full my inbox with messages, no special morning call, and whatsoever -_-

And this holiday must have been so bored! -_- internet is the one that can accompany me through the days! HAHAHA wanna go everywhere but it must be any obstruction. But I love the nights of watching the football match! 4 years again then I can meet it again. I hope GERMANY can win on WorldCup2014 (will world still exist at that time since the Doomsday news issued everwhere on 2012) kkkk!

Now, I’m enjoying my itunes playlist and playing Sugar Sugar by The Archies. Don’t feel sleepy yet because surfing on tumblr now. Saving as much photos of Germany player. I do love the team!!!! I can’t see them all in a team except in this big event T.T

SHINee's comeback

I just got shock after saw Minho’s & Taemin’s photo teaser. Aw my God! I can’t even guess what theme the album supposed to be. Minho with…. Indian style? Underwater? He even showed his abs. Aw, topless may be HOT, but TTTT.TTTT how it could be like that. His hair looks weird! So SHORT like an army’s hair style. And Taemin’s style revealed this morning. With an eyeshadow? Long-extension-hair? Weird :( sorry for you both. But the stylist made him changed to much from their previous look. Do they wanna some changes? But not this way…

*minho*

*taemin*

Anyway, tomorrow Onew’s picture will be released. I DO HOPE he can satisfy me. Please don’t look weird, oppa! Hmmm. Actually as a fangirl, I shoudn’t be like this. I make critics for them. I have to sincere, whatever their look like will be, I have to love them all the way.

While I’m desperate of their looks, I downloaded No Other MV by Super Junior and it was EPIC! AH SUPER GREAT! HAHAHAH everyone look good in this video! Aaaaaa, Siwon really stole my heart! The way Kyuhyun, Donghae and Yesung told ‘I love you’.

10 random sweet things you can do for a girl:

1. Tie her shoes - Siwon's way

2. Wash her car - Ryeowook's way

3. Buy her a rose - Donghae's way

4. Make her a card - Heechul's way

5. Record her a video of your talent - Eunhyuk's way

6. Play/sing a song for her - Sungmin's way

7. Give her a balloon with a ring attached at the end - Yesung's way

8. Make her a heart mural - Kyuhyun's way

9. Take pictures of various hearts - Leeteuk's way

10. Build her a heart puzzle - Shindong's way

That’s what romantic called! ;) But still, SHINee we still wait you! Minho was injuried so the comeback postponed until he recover. Let’s pray for Minho. #GetWellSoonMINHO :) I hope your hair will grow fast. Kkk~

Btw, SHINee and Germany squad, both stole my heart in the same position now! :p I can’t resist. HEE~

Twilight Saga: Eclipse

RAWR! I don’t like Jacob character for sure! I’m in your team Edward! HAHAHAHA but I had to admit that I couldn’t turn my eyes from his body. Ah so manly Jacob. HAHAHAHA. For Bella, if I were you… I could be in love with both, but still I would say that Jacob is too much overacting! He forced Bella to love him. But at all, this film is hmmm 4,5 stars I guess :) Go Vampire!

Personal Taste

I watched it during my holiday. It’s a serial that had 16 episodes. There is Lee Minho starred in this serial drama. He played as an architect, so I was so glad and enthusiastic to see this film from start to end (honestly at 5 minutes before the 16^th episode end, the disc couldn’t be played. Damn! I could cry seeing the love story between Park Gae In & Jeon Jin Ho. It’s perfectly setted! ♥

Germany team did best!

My craziness about football is in the top! I watched the match, as much as I can. But I never passed the Germany match. They did really great on this World Cup. It can’t be repeated anymore (except you record it, but then the feel will be different). It’s been 4 years after Worl Cup 2006, and 8 years from 2002, I still support my Germany team. Der Panzer forever, I hope.

In qualification time, at first, they won from Australia, 4-0 for #GER team, second they beated Serbia. Unluckily the referee was unfair (I thought). Klose was given a red card by him, many yellow cards are given to many players and Serbia could score one goal. And the third, they defeated Ghana. My heart was pounding so fast at that time! Ghana played in quick move. Fortunately, they couldn’t score any goal and German could. A nice goal from Mesut Özil. I do love this man, he’s a Moslem and everytime before he started the match, he spent his time to read the holy book (as I heard from the speaker before the match started).

Then Germany team is qualified to the quarter of 16. They had to face England. Ah! This was really a big match! Hahahaha. Epic! #GER won! They beated #ENG 4-1. Altought, it could be 4-2 because of the Lampard’s goal that wasn’t allowed by the referee. It wouldn’t change anything. After beated #ENG, #GER beated Argentina in the quarter of 8! Again, it’s a lucky number 4 that brought them go to the semi final. #ARG was still on the zero score when #GER made 4 goals passing the goal keeper! EPIC! EPIC! EPIC! The team did really a good job!

But sadness came when the semifinal was going. They had to fase Spain, #ESP did one goal. Neuer couldn’t catch the ball and #GER couldn’t make any goal. So the score was 1-0 for #ESP. Really disappointed but I couldn’t do anything. I knew they did their best, but it would be better if Müller played in this game. It was different without him. But once again, they had done it perfectly. See? Whomping #ENG and even #ARG, no offense everybody! Messi & Higuain couldn’t do anything hahaha.

Actually, I like other players too, besides all of the #GER squad. I like Higuain, Lampard, Buffon, Kaka and Xabi Alonso. They hmmm, look good :P (please understand half women see football because of the look of the players). But at all, I do love the #GER team, even the coach, Joachim Loew. My fave are Miroslav Klose (a man that I loved since I watched #GER for the first time in World Cup 2002), Bastian Schweisteiger, Mesut Oezil, Thomas Mueller, Manuel Neuer. Then Michael Ballack, Phillip Lahm, Cacao, and Friedrich. But formally I love when they’re in a team in a match. They are a loyal team. Ah, I must have forgotten! Ballack didn’t play in whole games; he didn’t take a part in World Cup 2010 due to his injury. How pity L actually I really wanted to see him playing!

And, have you ever heard about the prediction from Paul the squid that #ESP would win against #GER? AH! WHAT A FAKIN’ OCTOPUS! HAHAHAHA. Why could he be right? I’ll make him a takoyaki soon! It’s weird but little funny, Paul’s always right to predict the winner of the game.

Jogja (again?)

Must be how many times I go to Jogja now? Hahaha. It’s the 3^rd time since my first time when I registered myself on the month end of April. I went to Jogja with my family in order to visit my relatives in Jogja and Klaten, and to find me a dormitory.

Perhaps it’ll be hard to memorize all names of my relatives here, because it’s just too many. And maybe I’ll be confused how to visit them, must it be every week? Biweeks? Or even every month? Hahaha. It’ll let it be flowing.

My dormitory, named Ratnaningsih, is located in Sagan, near from GSP. It’s for 3 people in a room. 3 people? Don’t worry, it’s a roomy room. It has a bathroom inside. Outside the room there are also living room, television room, ironing room, kitchen, parking room, drying ground, and a yard. , the dormitory is big, and the security is a good and kind person, his name is Pak Edi. I hope it’ll save me from boredom and can keep me saving energy while I’m not studying. Hehehe.

I just can live in this dormitory for a year, the next year I’ve to find another boarding house because the dormitory is for the new students in the university. Yet, there’s one exception if I can reach the GPA over 3.00 I still can live here.

Can’t wait to enjoy Jogjakarta, but I’ll miss Jakarta, Depok, and Jatinangor much. Live must go on.

♥from me & chilies that taken from my uncle's field ^^

FInal Result

I’ll announce my final results of 2^nd semester. It’s a bit satisfying :) because the score are quite same as the previous semester.

1	Religion	A
2	Academic Writing	A
3	Intermediate Grammar	A
4	Spoken English	A
5	Lab. Work II	B
6	Reading for Gist	(?)
7	Essay Writing	A
8	Phonetics & Phonology	B
9	Creative Writing	A

I don’t mean to brag myself, but if you think so what can I say to people that judge me at a glance just by read this post. I think I’m not able to get this score again because I wasn’t studying as good as the first semester (or maybe people will guess that I wasn’t study at all). Reading’s score hasn’t been out yet, but I hope I can get A score too. Hehehe.

My score for LabWork II is decreasing. In first semester I got A :p but now I just could see B score there. Maybe I didn’t show any progress, or didn’t seem perfect in this lesson, or it’s just too difficult to follow the material. But no problem, at least in the final exam I did show myself took a part in her class, hi Miss Sally :p hehehe. For religion lesson, I thought I would have C mark, but fortunately and so Alhamdulillah, the lecturer gave me A mark. Thank you Pak Endang :) And, what made me shock was Creative Writing’s final score too, thank you Pak Heriyanto. It’s a lesson for student in 4^th semester but I took it in this semester and Pak Heriyanto gave my A mark. Me, Yul & Ipeh who were from C class 2009 that took a part in D class 2008 were given A by him, but unfortunately Rizal wasn’t. And last is my Grammar score. 99 ahahaha almost perfect I hope it can help me do the test for TOEFL so I can get 500 and more points.

For others, it’s stable. Really did a great job this semester. But sadly, I won’t continue my study majoring English in this university. As I ever told you all in this Blog, I’ll move to other University in other city. I just hope I can get the score as I got here, I know majoring mengineering will be hard but I just can pray, wish and do an effort to reach it. Thank you for all lecturers that taught me everything. You’re the best. I love you and formally I apologize if I ever did any mistake..

TTTT.TTTT sad to be apart from you all. I wish I could continue it and had 2 majors in the same time. But it’s my decision, I hope it’ll be the best way. Good bye & someday we’ll meet each other again after I became a successful person. AMEN.